LIVE,LOVE,LAUGH

"It`s To Late"

2009-12-12T18:16:00.000-08:00

its to late to tell you how i feel
its to late for it to me and you
its to late for me to come see you
its to late for me to give you the world
its to late for me to tell you everything about me
its to late for to say "i love you"
its to late to walk in the rain it already stopped
its to late to kiss your sexy lips
its to late to hold you on a cold night
its to for you to say "you love me"
its to late for me to say i aint fall in love
its to late to say omg that was a very nice dream !
its to LATE

"lovin you "

2009-12-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYTIME I SEE YOU
LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE EVERYTIME WE TALK
LOVE YOU MORE AND MORE U SMILE .....
LOVING U MORE AND MORE JUST HARD TO SAY
LOVING YOU EVER THO YOU DONT SEE IT
LOVING YOUR LIPS...LOVING YOUR SMILE
LOVING YOUR (SWAG)......
LOVING YOUR LIPS ..I WANNA KISS.
LOVING YOU WANNA MAKE LOVE TO YOU
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I CANT SAY YOUR NAME
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I GOTTA TELL YOU
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I JUST WANNA ...... NO WORDS
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I CANT SAY "HI"
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I WANNA (BAG) YOU
LOVING YOU UNTIL THE POINT WERE I CANT TAKE IT NOMORE !
LOVING YOU !!
LOVING YOU!!
LOVING YOU !!

"UnHappy"

2009-11-18T19:21:00.000-08:00

comin soon !!

"Stephan" "Becky"

2009-10-27T16:40:00.000-07:00

"Stephan"
When i saw this person walk inside the room in school
i thought you look like a person that would have me rolling
Then one day in math when "jewel" was not there we just became friends we
were laughing the whole time and had a blast.You just look like someone i could call my little brother away got me rolling no matter what HA........Your a bestfriend to me and nothing would change that no matter what ,When yur hurt im hurt when yur sad im sad when yur happy IM HAPPY......LOVE YA <---;)wanna keep you as a bestfriendfriend for ever <---:)

"Becky" Ha just so funny how we started talking we just starting laughing with each other and then we became bestfriend after that we talked on the phone we talked on .she make me laugh no matter what happen she punch me but i still love her she got my heart as a friend she just something that i called a bestfriend in every wayy .I just always have a blast with her no matter what i wanna keep her as a bestfriend for ever like until we 90 years old and gray lol love ya !!!<-----:)

"Why This Family"

2009-10-25T17:09:00.000-07:00

Family what does that word mean ?
family is just something that god give he never said you had to like them or love them
Family is just people who just bring you down no matter what.
Family is just people who never have nice things to say about toy ever
Family is people u live with and have to Deal with
I wish i could just throw mt towel in ! When is come`s on to Family and give up trying to be nice to people
I never know i could hurt like this trying to make something of myself just to make people that never had anything nice to say about me happy ! Family is just people that just make me very upset and just picking my stuff up and leaving and never coming back or looking back at them when leave or talk to them .
Family are just people that make you cry when u laying down in your bed at night time when your trying to go to sleep
family are just people that treat you so wrong NO matter what you try to do
Family are just people who tear you up from the inside out
family are people who walk all over you
But you know what family mean to me nothing ! Beacuse it feel`s to me that i dont have any famliy

"This Isn`t Love"

2009-10-20T22:58:00.000-07:00

"This Isn`t Love when you hit me and tell me you love me
This Isn`t love when you only call me when you need something
This Isn`t love when you beat me and make me cry until the point were i wanna leave
This Isn`t love when you tell me I don`t want nothing to do with you
This isnt love when you telling a next person you love them and then comin back to me
this isnt fucking love when u tell me you need me and want you but u really dont
this isnt love when u talk to my bestfriend and tell him you love him
this isnt love when you hurt me,when i was the one that wanted it to work
Working my hardest to try and make you happy but never can beacuse you dont love me
but its just a saying "love" is just a word that mean nothing to you
If this isnt love them tell me what is ............
there a time and place for everything
and im going to fine my MR.RIGHT <---- and Fall in love beacuse you been out the picture & i got someone new on my MIND!!!!POW .....

"Anger"

2009-10-12T16:25:00.000-07:00

Anger inside me thinking bout having to fight for everything.
Have anger problems just sit there something
and wonder why im on this earth.Sitting in a pool
of my blood wondering when im going to die from this cut on my hand.
Anger got to me so badd that i wanted to burn myself with fire and cause pain
in my life.
Anger got to me so much that i wanted to a gun to put to my head and take my life.
Family members is what cause anger in my life getting hit left and right just put me in a anger mode..
Getting hit over my head with a wooden paper holder blood run my face ! cause anger
Having to sleep with a nife next to me wondering if someone would try to come and kill me in my sleep cause Anger.
After going tho all this in my lifee ! with this Anger cause pain and then it all just turn into
Heartache and Pain .

"No Good"

2009-10-12T15:43:00.000-07:00

They said i was "No Good"
They put me down all the time
They said rashawn you would make it no were
beacuse your "No Good".
Now looking back at all the people that said i was no good
And telling them that if im "No Good" why im here
I have to be good beacuse god put me on this earth That make me good
Now im telling them there "No Good" and im "Very Good"
They said i was "No Good" but I prove them wrong .

"Alone"

2009-10-11T14:37:00.000-07:00

"Alone" In the dark with no food to eat
"Alone" sitting on the floor trying to find something to do
"Alone"on the floor crying missing all my friends
Why did i have to Runway and be "Alone" ?
Wasn`t happen were I was so i wanted to be "Alone"
living on earth "Alone"
living in a house "Alone"
living on the earth "Alone" because i ran everyone AWAY
just to be "Alone".

"Love"

2009-10-10T20:53:00.000-07:00

"Love" was the word that i heard everynight
"Love" was something that she said all the time
"Love" was something that meant a lot
"Love" was something that she played "Love" is were she went wrong
"Love" was something she told u 24/7 then she turned around and broke your heart
"Love" turn in to "Hate" just that fast ."Love" is something that mean a lot
"Love" is something that you say to a love one "Love" is something she said to me
"Love" is something she wrote all over her book with my name going around it
"Love" is something she use to make u smile ! "Love" is something she said all the time .
"Love"="Sex" && "Sex"="Love"
"Love" is something that you dont play with
if u "Love" keep them close in your heart and never forget about them
"Love"=Rashawn and her name was wash away in the sand !!!!

"Heartache and Pain"

2009-10-10T20:29:00.000-07:00

I`ve been put to so much "Heartache and Pain" in my life !
Family has put me tho so much "Heartache and Pain"
Dont know if to run left or run right no matter were i go
"Heartache and Pain" still meet up with me .Wonder if i was the
only one on Earth would i still have "Heartache and Pain". I love
everyone no matter what u put me tho "killling" "fighting" "Yelling"
I still walk around with a smile on my face because I`ve been tho so much
"Heartache and Pain".Been tho so much "Heartache and Pain" until I dont even know what it is
anymore the only part that i still know is the "pain"
Beacuse that what i still go tho when im laying down and bout to sleep i still feel "Pain"
Tears rolling down my face beacuse I`ve been put tho so much pain ! "Stick`s and Stone may broke my bone but word would never"."I fight the heartache but never cnt make this "pain" I cry at night when the "Pain come and simle when it go AWAY ! "Heartache and Pain"

"Killing Myself"

2009-10-10T20:24:00.000-07:00

Killing Myself to make you happy
Killing Myself to please love ones
Killing Myself to make you happy
Killing Myself to make u have what you need
Killing Myself to make u smile everyday
Killing Myself to make u proud
After Killing Myself i know that want
Ever I did didn`t make you happy !!!!